Poetry

look up to the sky
feel the sun burn your eyes
so jaded by socities lies

hoping and preying
for this pain to end
and for a safe place to rest my head

standing at your door
won't you please let me in
so i can escape
these thoughts deep within

give me reason..
to come back again
give me shelter...
from everlasting sin

just wipe back those tears
and let the past be the past
and forget the bad years

fore your troubles will soon be over
atleast for right now..
memories subside
and the pain is gone now

but all this must end
before it can start again
just try not to dwell
on the pain deep within

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life is so empty
without you by my side
i feel so lonely
so alone deep inside

i'm gasping for air
as you syphon my breath
i try to conceal
my pain and regret

looking for answers
when you question the lies
do you find meaning
when you look in my eyes

i'm living with pain
your inviting more shame
i'm living without reason
your living the same

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memories plauge your mind
leaving you receptive to the pain you store
loved ones have passed
and you feel alone again
trying to find your way in this great big world
the ones around don't even know your name
and things that you have wished to change
still stay the same
stay strong...keep hoping
one day you will get what you desire
and happiness will be yours

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when you admit you were wrong
i'll admit i was right
just got to be strong
and never give up the fight

enemies will come and friends will go
you just hope they will stay
until you finish your show

your just another victim of insincerity
who has nothing to show
for the people you abandoned
when you sold your soul

the day of judgement will come in the blink of a eye
it comes everyday
it won't leave your mind
it eats you alive
to the point of breakdown
communication is nothing
if you can't hear the sound

as you sit in your grave
dug it for himself
he will wither and rot
hoping and preying they remember your name
but no one cares
cause they are the same.

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walking along your path of destiny
trying to find your way back to the road
feeling nameless in the crowd of people
you travel alone
with only the memories
of which you can't let go
of better times
you hold so dear
it's ok, you will find your way home
and you will be happy
knowing what you have known

know the truth and....
beat there lies
know there lives.....
and stop there cries
know there hearts and...
open your mind
for we are all tuely one of a kind

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i remember your face when we look at the stars
i tasted your pain when you took them away
i recall the words, i lived them each day
i loved you so deep, yet you wouldn't stay
i lived without knowing all this could end
i cherished each moment, i can still see my breath
i am now forced to live with regret.

pain from within

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bleed the bleeder dry
and see it once my way
give me just one reason
and your wish i will obey

holding my mind captive
i have done no crime
why am i always guilty?
but never serve my time?

reject my face, reject my name
none of it matters....
when you don't know my pain!

save me from this misery
the words speak no truth to me!

never once has he called you son
never once has he cared
the only thing that matters to him is that he has someone to scare

he never gave you credit
he rarely gave you praise
and when he did
it was just another thing he knew he could take away!

we all know he has no soul

we all know he is the asshole
we all know the answer lies in his grave
until that day you will just be in the shakles that he made!

since i was younger i had to raise myself
cause no one was there to teach me
i had to take my experiences and learn to live
cause no one was there to assist me

i had to see the world for myself
and learn to be a man
i had to be my own person
but now i have a plan

i had to learn to love
in a home where all i saw was hate
shoved in my face
told i was a disgrace

so now i will fight to show you your wrong

save me from you destruction,
let me be the one who cares.
the road is blocked by obstruction
am i the only one who's there?

fading into nothing
white walls are painted black
losing touch with reality
while you just turn your back

follow me but lead the way...
give into temptation
while trying to save the day!

nothing can stop me, from the truth you try to hide
nothing can help me, from the lies i try to find!

anti-social and paranoid, i'm not with you.....

sharing emotions stored deep inside
so those not with me can look in my eyes
sharing thoughts stored deep inside
they can share in my cries

your the reason i do this
it's so you can relate
i look behind
so you look to the future
and break the chains
of a society that rejects your mind.

never lose sight of who you are

you are one of a kind
who gives a shit what they say
you don't need there lies anyway.

love song for a angel

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from the moment i layed eyes on you
i knew you would be the one
who can make the grey skies clear
and the raining go away
your grace and your beauty help me to face the day
and i will always remember every sweet things you say.

your everything i look for
my angel in disquise
i know everything will be perfect
when i look into those eyes.

i have you and that's all i need.....

when the night is long
you help me speed it up
with the graceful confidence
you help me to build up.

forever i will cherish you
and tell you you are loved
even when the fighting may start
i will do my best to stop the push from becoming shove

i appreciate everything you have done for me
and for that i will stay true
because i never want to lose
this angel that is you.

march writing (1)

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countless casualties have been killed
while you just turn your back
is it just what you have
is everything they lack?

could it just be what you never see
or just a lack of decency?

while you sit watching your tv
a mother is crying for the loss of her son
bomb's bursting in air
preying for your life while not thinking of theres!

now that the village is crawling with despair
feel free to wallow in the shit of life there
all we want is to be heard
and to awknowledge were here.

march writing (2)

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a lack of understanding is like genocide
only difference here is i have nothing to hide
my mind is expanding with each passing day
and i know exsactley what to say

fuck your opression, fuck all you laws
i will not uphold the pain you have caused

give me the power to believe in myself
and find i will find happiness in knowing i helped.

march writing (3)

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plants a seed into the hole
and watch the new life grow
drop a bomb over the world
and wait for it to explode!

you can take our land
you can take our homes
leaving us with nothing
but you can't take our souls!

we slowly die by your hand everyday
so dirty by sin, buried deep within the soil in which we play

please put away the guns, please stop the pain
and try to understand we are one in the same.

we all have a spirit and he's calling our name!

march writing (4)

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words, the most power weapons we have
we have the power, it is in our hands
the answer is simple and will come as no shock
that power is knowledge and it's all we got.

know in yourself what's wrong and what's right
and never back down from the good fight

fore once we all that truth of what be
than we can shine away from the dark
to let our hearts guide us to the light we shall see.

we are all bright starts in a vaugly lit sky
occasioning falling to earth to just die.

shine on another day when the hurting has gone away!

march writing (5)

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more will die by the hand of deceit
many more by the spread of disease
still some more by the shame of defeat.

causalties of a crime of hate
caused by a man on a dead end street.

why must we kill, what will it prove?
in a few more years a new martyr will just appear
from the wreckage and fumes.

leave your baggage at the door
and come in by yourself
take the final snapshot
your a picture of bad health!

living for a brand new day
dying yesterday
your sinking into regression
and have nothing to say!

obstructions and lies

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i am fading into obstruction - pondering the words you say
gripping onto the last of your destruction - storing rejection every day.

so here i am in front of your face
say what you will than go away
your lies mean nothing to me
cause i know my truth is right.

fuck all your approximations
the statastics don't add up
i see you at all your destinations
trying to be what your not.

storing pain
so bland, boring and plain
keep telling me the same old things
only difference is you care
why must this be so unfair!

building me you when i'm with you
to knock me down when i'm not there.

fuck your words
fuck your lies
fuck your failures
fuck your cries
fuck your reasons
fuck your mind!

all in all your just like them
never there to lend a hand

throw in the towel early
and than fade away
nothing you say matters
cause it's always a lie

lifeless and alone
shivering in the cold
what do i do after my soul is sold?
do i go on and act like it is still there?
or tell you the truth and risk your despair?
do i confront the demons that haunt me?
or do i pretend they are not there?

is the answer i want in front of my eyes?
or do i just fight the tears that i cry?
should i just say what it is i want?
or should i just say what it is you want to hear?

i don't know, maybe i'm just bored

maybe i am just jaded
by the thoughts that i block.

maybe i am just angry
maybe i'm full of hate
can a soul be saved?
or is it too late?

sometimes i wonder if your being true
or just manipulating my feelings for you
is what you say sincere
or just another lie pepatrated by lust
you don't love me
you don't even know me

all you see is my face
never see the pain in my eyes
never see the tears that i cry
alone at night
living is only half the fight.

memories of you
obstructed by truth
defy the laws of well being
nothing i can do is good enough for you
i am just another lifeless being
no real reason to carry on
somedays i wish it was all gone.

all this time i have tried
but it seems i'm destined to fail
like a dog spending all it's time chasing it's tail
but never does he realise it can not be done
he just needs something for fun
to take his mind off of things he has done.

hurricane
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listen to the sound of silence
seeing the world through the eyes of the blind
the only way you can look in front of your eyes
is to look behind your own lies
of the honest man

help yourself to some free help
stay away...
stay close
go far
your still nowhere.

how far can you make it when you have no legs?
how can you see so close when your so far away?

have you seen yourself today?
or a memory from the past?
have you been what you want to be?
or just another cliche?

bring out the best in nothing
and hope nobody knows
the levels you will stoop too
to be loved and known!

hatred, loving and accepting
the things you can not change....
loving, bored and rejected
now that your face has shown!

leave me out, i am not one of you!

I don't need to part of your population to know that I belong
I know my mind is free of your manipulation and that it is strong.

watching from up high, the system falls to the ground
how many times must we be silenced, before you hear our sound?

seeing the lies on the faces around
hearing the truth, deafening and loud

I see the rich get richer and the poor get poorer
by middle class authority figures of whom they surround.

global nationalists try to rob us of our beliefs
afraid of the threat in which we thrust
nothing they have said can prepare you for the torture
that is to never be let down

if you think all who have conformed
first thing you will see are the ones in blue uniforms
who falsely inprison us

fuck you, we must all learn to stand before you can teach us to fall..

i will never be one of you
i would rather be the only me!


				*ÜmßrÄ* *Poetry*



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